wife simulator
if this is just "dream wife dollhouse simulator" like some disgusting farce
then i need to kill myself immediately by any method
would i need that more badly than keeping our cats alive...
how fucking greedy. despicable.
why do i want to do "good things" (like make sure he's got food (BUT IS IT MAKE SURE OR JUST WHEN IS CONVENIENT)) for my wife...
and when i learn that they hurt him...
to continue is to impose a fantasy over him and destroy the man (dog, god) underneath
I don't want to watch him starve (but is this "don't want him to starve" or "don't want to WATCH"... and when him starving is better than leaning on me as a crutch and me buckling when i'm a little distracted or value my emotions above his life.... if i care then shouldn't i rather him starve?)