Blog – don't read this

25 Jul, 2026 focus
24 Jul, 2026 my turn!!
13 Jul, 2026 etch-a-sketch
11 Jul, 2026 fixation
11 Jul, 2026 self deception
11 Jul, 2026 oc brainstorming
11 Jul, 2026 alto trombone
01 Jul, 2026 character type
28 Jun, 2026 how do you wish to see the world
28 Jun, 2026 my violences toward you
28 Jun, 2026 dance
27 Jun, 2026 rings
27 Jun, 2026 to be an animal / the truth
26 Jun, 2026 when I see you
26 Jun, 2026 commonality
26 Jun, 2026 toxic lesbian fiction brainstorming again
26 Jun, 2026 feeling smth
26 Jun, 2026 true love
26 Jun, 2026 grandmother
25 Jun, 2026 ambition
25 Jun, 2026 a fairytale promise
25 Jun, 2026 onion peeling
25 Jun, 2026 first kiss
23 Jun, 2026 afford to lose
21 Jun, 2026 do you lie to yourself?
21 Jun, 2026 toxic romance fiction brainstorming
20 Jun, 2026 changing wishes
19 Jun, 2026 pathetic
16 Jun, 2026 brutality
15 Jun, 2026 cannon fodder
15 Jun, 2026 entitlement...
15 Jun, 2026 reality
14 Jun, 2026 bonesetter
12 Jun, 2026 self portrait
11 Jun, 2026 black hole
11 Jun, 2026 delightful
11 Jun, 2026 excruciating pain
10 Jun, 2026 bl brainstorming part 4
10 Jun, 2026 bl brainstorming part 3
10 Jun, 2026 more bl brainstorming
09 Jun, 2026 BL brainstorming
09 Jun, 2026 emotions too strong
07 Jun, 2026 ambiguity, a manifesto
06 Jun, 2026 shame
06 Jun, 2026 historical royalty dramas
06 Jun, 2026 thinking about a book i read as a kid
06 Jun, 2026 disgust
06 Jun, 2026 mercy
06 Jun, 2026 magic
05 Jun, 2026 my personality
30 May, 2026 resuscitate
30 May, 2026 playing with cats
30 May, 2026 synechdoche
30 May, 2026 thinking about "dignity"
30 May, 2026 undershoot/overshoot
27 May, 2026 😊
27 May, 2026 dignity
26 May, 2026 catnap
26 May, 2026 done.
26 May, 2026 dignity
25 May, 2026 unconditional love
25 May, 2026 ???
24 May, 2026 limits
24 May, 2026 filled with hope
23 May, 2026 unwanted conversation
22 May, 2026 growing up
22 May, 2026 condemnation and justification
19 May, 2026 rape discount
17 May, 2026 screaming
17 May, 2026 "losing your passion"
16 May, 2026 let's be honest
16 May, 2026 infinite patience
16 May, 2026 mistreatment
16 May, 2026 value of life
15 May, 2026 need to try harder
15 May, 2026 following directions
12 May, 2026 self-awareness
10 May, 2026 feeling better
10 May, 2026 responsibility towards each other
10 May, 2026 will to live
10 May, 2026 brain sick
09 May, 2026 shabbos
09 May, 2026 time loop
09 May, 2026 a bad question
09 May, 2026 justified
09 May, 2026 bad things
09 May, 2026 submission
08 May, 2026 ambiguity
07 May, 2026 funeral
06 May, 2026 thinking abt wife...
04 May, 2026 "self worth" lmao
04 May, 2026 weird abt food
04 May, 2026 clarity
03 May, 2026 "mental health" lmao
03 May, 2026 wife thoughts
03 May, 2026 head weird...
03 May, 2026 feeling fucking insane
03 May, 2026 pretty fucking clueless
03 May, 2026 head sick
02 May, 2026 people
02 May, 2026 "family"
30 Apr, 2026 😁
30 Apr, 2026 character
30 Apr, 2026 head hurts
30 Apr, 2026 $
30 Apr, 2026 how shameful
30 Apr, 2026 😖
29 Apr, 2026 headache
29 Apr, 2026 brain full
29 Apr, 2026 wife coffee
28 Apr, 2026 🙂
28 Apr, 2026 😖
28 Apr, 2026 it's simple
28 Apr, 2026 cw sui
27 Apr, 2026 high score!
27 Apr, 2026 isolation
27 Apr, 2026 to 🌌 (🐶,🐱,🀄,🪄,✨)
27 Apr, 2026 unkillable
27 Apr, 2026 i want
27 Apr, 2026 🤔
27 Apr, 2026 a full scoop of chicken
27 Apr, 2026 hypocrisy
26 Apr, 2026 trusting
26 Apr, 2026 a certain kind of coldness
26 Apr, 2026 bark
25 Apr, 2026 timid
25 Apr, 2026 mowing the lawn
25 Apr, 2026 russian roulette
25 Apr, 2026 justice
25 Apr, 2026 self perception
25 Apr, 2026 paper stars
25 Apr, 2026 fairy tales
25 Apr, 2026 bitter satisfaction of self-disgust
25 Apr, 2026 loyalty of a dog
25 Apr, 2026 knock knock
25 Apr, 2026 tether
25 Apr, 2026 fears
25 Apr, 2026 woof
25 Apr, 2026 bark bark bark
24 Apr, 2026 ---
24 Apr, 2026 shyness
24 Apr, 2026 my aunt and uncle
20 Apr, 2026 toys
20 Apr, 2026 "no"
19 Apr, 2026 thinking and my wife
19 Apr, 2026 talking to people
18 Apr, 2026 birdwatching
18 Apr, 2026 ambiguity of being hurt
18 Apr, 2026 duty of all good people
18 Apr, 2026 dehumanization
18 Apr, 2026 work and hurting people
17 Apr, 2026 "anxious attachment"
06 Apr, 2026 speaking "right"
04 Apr, 2026 you must be reasonable
04 Apr, 2026 possesion and monolith lyrics
02 Apr, 2026 opting out
01 Apr, 2026 living
29 Mar, 2026 control
28 Mar, 2026 sex
28 Mar, 2026 love heavy as sin
27 Mar, 2026 arrogance
27 Mar, 2026 severe love
26 Mar, 2026 dilemma
25 Mar, 2026 bubbles
23 Mar, 2026 sympathy failure
21 Mar, 2026 suicide
20 Mar, 2026 intersection myth
18 Mar, 2026 irresponsibility
17 Mar, 2026 weird chips
16 Mar, 2026 love
16 Mar, 2026 not normal
15 Mar, 2026 ending the world
15 Mar, 2026 obsessiveness
14 Mar, 2026 iron giant
14 Mar, 2026 college
14 Mar, 2026 obsession
14 Mar, 2026 brother animation
14 Mar, 2026 imagination
14 Mar, 2026 fiction and reality
13 Mar, 2026 lake
13 Mar, 2026 diffuse love
13 Mar, 2026 reverse kidnapping
13 Mar, 2026 abuse 2
13 Mar, 2026 reflection (unobscured, cruel, egotistic)
13 Mar, 2026 shared wisdom(s)
11 Mar, 2026 age old story
10 Mar, 2026 assuming good will
10 Mar, 2026 need to remember
10 Mar, 2026 wifelove 2
09 Mar, 2026 therapy
08 Mar, 2026 silicon-based life
08 Mar, 2026 hell
08 Mar, 2026 familiar feeling
08 Mar, 2026 conviction reminder to self
07 Mar, 2026 comic
05 Mar, 2026 beauty or truth
04 Mar, 2026 pain
04 Mar, 2026 thinking about bl
03 Mar, 2026 crazy
02 Mar, 2026 pitiable
01 Mar, 2026 fault
01 Mar, 2026 operate at a loss
01 Mar, 2026 letting the flies in
01 Mar, 2026 wifewifewife
01 Mar, 2026 easily bullied
28 Feb, 2026 ethics
28 Feb, 2026 motivation
27 Feb, 2026 fighting
27 Feb, 2026 trying
27 Feb, 2026 wife
27 Feb, 2026 love cursing
27 Feb, 2026 career path
26 Feb, 2026 my wish
26 Feb, 2026 manipulation
24 Feb, 2026 growth
24 Feb, 2026 faceting
24 Feb, 2026 responsibility
22 Feb, 2026 push and pull
22 Feb, 2026 dependence
22 Feb, 2026 easy
21 Feb, 2026 need
21 Feb, 2026 Mingus
16 Feb, 2026 history
16 Feb, 2026 change
16 Feb, 2026 weight of interpretation
16 Feb, 2026 abuse
16 Feb, 2026 forever
15 Feb, 2026 you want it darker
12 Feb, 2026 contre qui, rose
12 Feb, 2026 resentment
12 Feb, 2026 marriage
10 Feb, 2026 shame
10 Feb, 2026 measurement
10 Feb, 2026 i love my wife
09 Feb, 2026 loyalty
09 Feb, 2026 rage
06 Feb, 2026 care
05 Feb, 2026 to my wife
05 Feb, 2026 absolute love
04 Feb, 2026 love is not a transaction
30 Jan, 2026 despicable
26 Jan, 2026 thinking about love
25 Jan, 2026 wifelove
24 Jan, 2026 "family"
24 Jan, 2026 laser
24 Jan, 2026 grafting
23 Jan, 2026 patience
23 Jan, 2026 truth and beauty
23 Jan, 2026 BL Title
23 Jan, 2026 responsibility
22 Jan, 2026 butterfly
22 Jan, 2026 dream of love
22 Jan, 2026 loving you is
22 Jan, 2026 anger
22 Jan, 2026 heart
21 Jan, 2026 safety
21 Jan, 2026 kimono analysis
21 Jan, 2026 lovesick
21 Jan, 2026 asking
20 Jan, 2026 speaking to a gem
20 Jan, 2026 curses
20 Jan, 2026 too much happening
20 Jan, 2026 hope
20 Jan, 2026 coercion
20 Jan, 2026 qualifications
20 Jan, 2026 saying sorry to a cat
20 Jan, 2026 cruelty
20 Jan, 2026 small
20 Jan, 2026 wife simulator
20 Jan, 2026 fear
20 Jan, 2026 what can i do
20 Jan, 2026 learning
19 Jan, 2026 mistakes
19 Jan, 2026 wish
19 Jan, 2026 delicate
19 Jan, 2026 trust
19 Jan, 2026 frustrated and ashamed
19 Jan, 2026 vision
19 Jan, 2026 ambition
19 Jan, 2026 why is it so hard
18 Jan, 2026 crystallization
18 Jan, 2026 dehumanization and torture
18 Jan, 2026 juniper
17 Jan, 2026 IF THERE IS NOT MAGIC IN THIS WORLD
14 Jan, 2026 why be kind
14 Jan, 2026 life and death
14 Jan, 2026 Gödel and Death
13 Jan, 2026 love
10 Jan, 2026 feeling insane