don't read this

thinking about love

my wife said somwthing like...

the forgoing of desire for someone's well-being

i just want him to be ok and i'm so sad

i want to sit like lovebirds

and it would hurt him, and i want more for him to be ok. it hurts that we cannot sit together and it hurts more that he's not ok...

i don't know how i feel about his suggested definition...

i desire his well-being... i just get mixed up and confused sometimes...

i don't know, i need a nap, im just sad...