don't read this

talking to people

i don't know how to talk to people

but i also think:

people don't know how to talk to me


thinking about a new Extremely shy friend. and compared to them (a fledgling) i'm barely pecking with my eggtooth...

i'm extremely timid...


thinking about when my dad noticed "oh you're just scared of Everything aren't you"

and i relayed this to m. (trying to express that it was true) who said no! 🤣 that he doesn't think i'm afraid of everything.

and i agreed! (i was too scared to be confident in my evaluation! So not consciously yielding out of fear but going hmm maybe you have a point maybe i'm not afraid)


anyway...