reality
realized today i'm delusional, like
completely fucking bonkers
emotionally, anyways.
like
i keep treating reality like a game like I'm collecting mario coins or whatever
and u know, some ppl have to live like that ofc bc of (unspeakable horrors)
but ACTUALLY DEATH IS REAL
AND PEOPLE RELY ON ME
AND IF I DON'T GET MY SHIT TOGETHER ANYONE WHO RELIES ON ME DIES.
AND THEN THAT'S FUCKING IT.
STOP PLAYING FUCKING GAMES (@ self)
!!!!!!!