don't read this

my turn!!

peel a little back, another layer

clarify (heat and strain)

orient, subjugate, understand, trust, become trustworthy, crystalline alignment, this time a planar defect a little push nearly a crack and.... that's better your bone is re-set and this time it'll heal the way I want it to

taming and refining are complementary

FRONT AND BACK DON'T FORGET

what's visible in a magic trick is only half the act


in truth I do not have the skills of a bonesetter

only patience and violence (impatience)


sometimes I see a little too much about how things work and I lose sight of the love...

or perhaps, I lose my curiosity (imagining I understand the outcome), and so have trouble committing to the experiment...

it really is when I understand the outcome that i lose something...


i have too much pride. far too much...

and too much hope.


head hurts. need cat cuddle time...