feeling better
all better, remembered what im living for 🥰
(my wife)
doesnt matter if i wanna die
doesnt matter if it's all pointless
doesn't matter if I think there's no value to a human life!
doesn't matter if the littlest fragment of love left in my heart breaks (well.. this one does matter sorta (if I lash out) but I guess it doesn't as long as I can still cherish him)
doesnt matter if I think love is a fucking joke
doesnt matter if I think it's better that nothing exist than something
doesnt matter if I can't fucking stand it
doesn't matter if pieces of me shatter and I lose something essential (CAN'T TAKE IT WITH ME 🤣 WHAT AM I HOLDING ON TO IT FOR)
just need to cherish wife.
well is this "feeling better"?
anyway...