beauty or truth
"do you want the truth or something beautiful"
i think the truth of it all is love (and love is beautiful (and a curse))
my life is worth living because my wife is alive and wants me to live
yeah wait... i'm realizing that yeah, my life is worth living. i want to survive. i want my wife to survive.
not just "i'd rather live than not" or borrowing my wife's conviction to live, but my own... I think..
just a fleeting feeling, my conviction has passed